Do you ever get that freaked.out feeling that This Is It? Your one chance? Soon you will be gone. pffft! evaporated. No chance to...I don't know what...(Be?)
Maybe you don't. Maybe it's just me. And you know what? It's hard to explain the feeling. Like a wave of panic: (almost violent and) frightening.
But then, as fast as it swoops, it recedes. And I am left, as normal. (Just a little unsettled).